17 years of shit
i dont know why
i'm not dead,
(i should be)
it makes me so sad
that college people dont go out with me

mom, i'm a bad laid with no condom
i'm scum
but you mom
 you are awsome

you can be with everybody
you are so cool
im a lazy piece of shit dont you agree?
hope someday i'll drown by the pool

kill me kill me cuz i'm not able to do it
kill me kill me cuz i may ruin it

i hate my self and i wanna die
blame you for this
dont tell the world a lie...
all i wanted was some of the care that i miss

i work my ass off but it's never enough for them
i do my best
i guess i'm condemn
to be worst than the rest
i cannot even write a poem

i got nothing to make me feel alive
see no reason to be here
all i do is survive

I'll be like them
i'll learn to pretend
that i need you till the end
i'll make many friends